Don't you hate it when...

You can feel your true full potential, just sitting there, bubbling beneath the surface.... but you just feel too tired and too scared of not being able to handle the awesomeness it might cause to do anything about it?

I do.

It feels easier to squelch it, but I wonder if it's harder to keep it in hiding.

 Perhaps tomorrow I'll have the energy to let it shine.

Argh

So many thoughts going on right now. Can't clearly figure out what is happening. Why I'm reacting to things the way that I am. How can I move forward when I can't even figure out what I'm doing right now?